I do not like that I cannot be my friendly, happy self when it comes to men. I can't send a nice note when I want to. I should "wait" let them feel intrigued. Why can't I just be myself? I don't want to play these games.
ugh ugh ugh
So in a sense, I fuck everything up because I am myself. yay...
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ah, this doesn't sound good. extra not good because of the post just before it.
it was like... a bird was singing and then all of a sudden your stupid kid neighbor shot the pretty singing bird with a paintball gun or something.
i hope everything is okay with nice boy. i need more material for my novel staring Nicole.
ooh no this is just me over-analyzing things because people give me conflicting advice so then I overthink my actions.
I want nice boy to like me back..who the f knows....ugh!
i sent him a nice note on facebook..hasn't responded..it was just yesterday..and i was told i shouldn't have done that by other people. ugh.
poop. i just need to calm down. i am too much sometimes. ha
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