Friday, May 22, 2009

what I do not like..

I do not like that I cannot be my friendly, happy self when it comes to men. I can't send a nice note when I want to. I should "wait" let them feel intrigued. Why can't I just be myself? I don't want to play these games.

ugh ugh ugh

So in a sense, I fuck everything up because I am myself. yay...


katy said...

ah, this doesn't sound good. extra not good because of the post just before it.

it was like... a bird was singing and then all of a sudden your stupid kid neighbor shot the pretty singing bird with a paintball gun or something.

i hope everything is okay with nice boy. i need more material for my novel staring Nicole.

N.I.C.O.L.E. said...

ooh no this is just me over-analyzing things because people give me conflicting advice so then I overthink my actions.

I want nice boy to like me back..who the f knows....ugh!

i sent him a nice note on facebook..hasn't was just yesterday..and i was told i shouldn't have done that by other people. ugh.

N.I.C.O.L.E. said...

poop. i just need to calm down. i am too much sometimes. ha