Wednesday, December 31, 2008

2008...the year that made me

The year that shaped me.
I grew so much this year. I cannot make this flowery or poetic. It is just plain and simple facts. This year was momentous for me both personally and professionally.

I made many self discoveries and accomplished a lot of goals.

The most important thing I did was put myself out there. I am better for it.

I quit my job and started a journey of education and I love it! I found my niche! For once, I am happy with myself and my accomplishments. I did what I set out to do.

But on the personal side of things, good grief. I have not shed so many tears in a while but I have to say they were worth it. Well, most of them were.

so to sum up 2008, I did the following:

finally went full throttle into grad school and even TA
started dating (yes..started..shut it people...)
Quit my job of 6 years
Realized I am stronger than I thought I was
Made some amazing friends and met some intriguing and interesting people
Stepped in the right direction to make myself happy

in 2009 I will try to:
Learn French
Find what makes me even happier
Complete grad school
Get stronger physically and mentally.

and much more

2008 you were as bad as everyone thought you least not for me.

Sunday, December 28, 2008

Live the life of solitude...

I love words but sometimes words can hurt more than anything.

I heard some words last evening that cut me and made me rethink a lot of things in my life.

I do not know what to do. What i do know is that I am really hurt.

I know I am naive. I think some people are different but those who I think are different turn out to hurt me the most.

I should not shed tears over simple words but when your biggest fears and reasons for not doing so many things in life get spoken to you, it hurts.

decisions need to be made.

But one thing I can focus on is my french. Yay!

Tuesday, December 16, 2008

Semester Summation

Loving (well..not really)
Liking (a lot)

I worked. I learned. I think I found my niche.

I hope I found my niche.

my eyes hurt. this semester was a lot of reading and writing...well...that will soon be my life.

i have life decisions to make and I do not know what to do. will all works out.

i had such good ideas of what to write here..but alas i forgot!