hmph..as usual. I screw it up. Sad.
I thought this one would be different. oh well. I haven't heard from him since well..i sent my note on saturday. good times.
I am mad at myself..another one down the tubes. I guess i can't be myself. oh well...
To make myself feel better, I am going to go to a museum on Saturday. Yes, alone..I will just think and look and ponder. I am going to the Harvard Museums. I have never been to harvard and I keep thinking..well no one is going to take you..go yourself.
oh well.....
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i don't know every detail of the relationship, or about nice boy, but i think you're giving up too soon. you haven't heard from him at all in four days and you're ready to give up? i don't know if that's fair to nice boy. isn't he smart? aren't smart boys busy some times?
p.s. i might be pumping you full of false hopes, but isn't that what friends are for?
yes. yes you are right..I may text him or email him today...I don't want to seem pushy. ya know? oh wells...i will give a college try!
i mean...he's nice.smart.etc.
i don't think you're being pushy. remember what i said about honesty before... honesty + nicole = ^_^
you're not trying to push him into anything, just keeping your arms open.
a nice note to nice boy sounds like a nice idea.
i just hate to hear you giving up on yourself.
yeah but I keep hearing..guys like the chase..etc...whatevers...so confusing.
I will text a hey whats up to him later today and see what happens..although..my phone is a tool..we shall see. i could always add a little note saying my phone sucks. haha
like i said..we shall see.
Maybe something to keep in mind is -- don't blame yourself. Why do you assume you did something wrong?
I am betting you were your charming and hilarious self.
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