Every time I stay late in the office or stay up late doing homework..I think..this is for the greater good.
I am trying to keep this mantra going...but it is hard.
I feel a bit worked out. I am trying to rejuvenate my work ethic but I am tired.
I was looking at Ph.D. programs and I became more tired. I have to think of all this in a short amount of time. It is scaring me to death. My gut says...just do it and my head says...you won't get in. Oh boy
then I think of my life...and I don't know if can take another 5 or 7 years of constant studying and being alone. I can do the work but I will most likely be in a place by myself...alone...