I hope there is hope for me.
I hope I can do what I want. I hope to be content and happy with my life. I hate feeling despair.
I also hate being redundant.
I am tired of doing school work, I am sick of pushing myself. I want to be lazy and lackadaisical like so many others. They seem to be happy.
I am scared that I will feel this way forever.
Most of all, I am sick of not knowing. I am sick of feeling awkward and different. It makes me feel less.
I try and try and I am just sick of trying...
and that concludes todays emo blog.
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