welcome spring break...
i sound like a schizo!
I have emotastic ramblings and then I have happy cheery ones or a mix of the two.
i captured a bit of my old self the other day. Its still here. I need to grab more of it. I need not to feel helpless. I need to feel happy and strong and independent. I do not want to miss being happy...i want to feel something more than longing and wanting. I want to share. I am sick of this overarching theme. This chapter needs to end. I want to make is passive. I want to say it has been done.
I want active. I want a voice. Dammit..i want to be.