So, now I sit here and hope. I have no feelings left only the thoughts to know I love him. I hope my love can help and fix this. I can't think of all the what if's and could have's. I know my heart... I know I screwed up like I screw up everything.
I'm scared for tomorrow and for all the days after that.
The feelings flood in and I get lost. I am lost.
He made me so happy. I want to be happy again.
I'm not done.
I love him.