new beginnings...

i need a new beginning.....

what i really want to do is live life...and get paid for it.....i want to write about it...blog...that is lame but...that is what i want to do.

dream jobs...i wish we all had them...i know i don't.

blog...blogs..log..logs..

writing seems to be my only refuge lately...

trauma..is the name of the game....

there are many things that i detest and the number one thing lately is being talked down to by men...

that annoys me...give me a break...that is all

when others say i do, i say i don't

i may be in the minority here but i don't feel the need to subsribe to the patriarchal system of marriage. i feel it is archaic. granted the government and corporate america feel it is necessary to ensure that having family and getting married allows you tax credit, medical insurance, etc. soo, that means if i don't want to spawn or marry..i got get the extra benefits?? that sucks.

i love asking the question why do you want children and i get the answer, "becuase that's what you are supposed to do?" did i miss a memo here or something?? we have free will sooo we don't have to do anything. we dont' need to further the species we've fucked it up enough.

stop reproducing people..in the long run we are better off. stop marrying...you keep fucking peeps up anyway...no one is better off married..most you all are divorced anyway..are you happier now or then??

so you think you know.....

so as was said before...there was more to come. well there is.

i started this blog because i thought it was a legitmate than a myspace blog. granted, anyone can read this one. so i will have to be careful about what i post. i think i will keep it light. more social commentary than anything

also, i named this blog "a decadent discourse" because we are in an age of self indulgence w/ everything. so to me, this is my self indulgence. i love to write. i love to write about my life experiences mainly. i see humor and idiocy everywhere so i like to spread the word.

anyone with a keyboard and a modem can become a published writer so, i decided since that's what i love to do. I might as well do something with it.

i will try to update atleast a few times a week. there will be angry rants about dumb stuff so if you don't want to read why i hate britney and the rest of the dumb blonds in hollywood then i suggest going to a different blog.

salutations.......

there is a first time for everything...

wow, a blog of my very own!!!!! any moron can do this so I decide i could. there is more to come.....