I suddenly realized this today. I will go back to people who have done me wrong or hurt me. wow... I believe in second chances, even if it hurts me. I want to believe in the good in people. I know its there.
Is this a flaw of mine or good trait?
I also take things too personally which then is a detriment to me because I internalize things. i care too much. oh well...i am who i am.
I am too afraid to do a lot of things. I fear judgement and rejection. I think it is because I have been rejected so many times before. that is another oh well moment.
i am also in a stressed out moment. haha i need to calm down. take a breather and step back. perfection is not the norm nor is it attainable.