i cannot help but think....

that I will succeed. I know these are good thoughts but honestly, these are the only thoughts I can have. I cannot fail. I worked for too long and hard for what I want. I know i want to write, although that is not always clear in this blog. I write fairly bad on this but..hey...I do not always shoot for perfect. In my school work, I do. This is usually my therapy session.

anyway..oh school..you are my life.

My life is so different now. I like it. I work a lot but I am learning. I am concerned I am not giving it my all.

also i want to learn a new grammar tool each week!!! i am such a dork!!!

gerund.....

I am a fan of writing letters

I have this new concept in my head..writing letters.

I want to continue doing pieces as letters. I have one started. It is from my vagina to me. Its actually very funny. I have another one to my other from me. Its not so funny. hahaha


I suggest that no one spends 7 hrs in library. Its just wrong. Rhianna ringtones will go off at high decibels and it ruin your concentration.

damn..my grammar is horrible on this blog.

oh wells..

i have come to a conclusion that the worst day at my current job is far better than any day at my old job. hehe!

halloween is fast approaching and my costume is set!! yippee!

work, work, work

Work consists of my entire life. I do like it but it is taking its toll.

In other news, there is no other news. I work and do school work.

Also I have reached complete and total geekdom. Right now I am on a PC laptop which I just bought but behind me, making glorious noise is my MAC...all lonely. yes, i have 2 laptops...why? i would like to that a stupid class i am taking.
I do not love the web or writing on it.

oh wait.......

ha!

GET OUT! GET OUT OF MY LIFE!!

BECAUSE YOU JUST KEEP ME HANGING ON!!

I will no longer hang on. I have to set people free. I have to let myself go and make the past the past. It can no longer be my present.


I am hurt but I am healing. You had your chances and you did not take them. I now know none of you wanted me.

Too bad...I am even better now.

In other news.. my students are killing. I love seeing the deteriorating education values at work. woo hoo....

You know what? I am happy and the funny thing is, I made myself that way. I did it. No one else. yahoooooooooooooooooooooo!

I am sick of the grumpy pants in my life..

Honestly...I am trying to stay positive. I have so much on my plate right now I cannot get down on myself. I am already confused enough. I want things so badly that I can taste them. I can only hope they can happen.

So...if you are a grumpy pants and always thinking of bad things..stay away. I am already thinking of the worst so..I don't need more bad things. I feel selfish but...goodness I am working so hard right now. I just want to be happy too.

floods of emotions..women don't have it easy.

Why are women so emotional? Oh..I know why? We have a surplus of hormones flowing through our bodies at all times because we are biologically chosen to have children.

I love being a women. I do, but at times I do know what the difference between up and down are. I feel so much more than I should. I seriously get so crazy and then I level out. yes, this is normal. I just wish life things didn't run its course during those days. hahahahaaha

honestly, I am one confused girl. I would like to be unconfused real soon.

Everything is so fresh and new in my life and I don't know how to take it. I would like it to continue. I think I can handle them. I sure hope so.

I just want to feel a little more on even.

my life is but a dream...

I feel as if I am living in a dream. I cannot describe but I will do my best.

I feel as if everything is falling into place.

The pieces fit snugly and with precision.

The joy seeped in without my knowledge.

There are so many challenges that I am ready to face with a strong mind and a willing heart. I cannot believe I am here. I am doing what I want. The dream is my life.

wow